Dear Awak,
please tell me what is wrong with me?
I am cold at heart sometimes, but i am most sensitive almost all the time.
am i not suppose to be though?
Your presence was long awaited and much anticipated,
so much so, i was like the wolf waiting for the moon.
I smirk , i smile, my heart leaped inside,
I could howl twice as long as the wolf,
yet you can never tell.
Was that a mistake of mine, or was it yours?
Dear Awak,
It was not your mistake to convey,
it was not my mistake to decipher,
or was it?
Dear Awak,
I really dont know what i am doing,
i really dont know what i should be doing,
I really dont know what i could be doing,
and i couldnt really tell you that i know what i have done.
For that, i apologize.
For that, i am regretful.
For that, the wolf longs for the moon to give it a sign.
Although it knows, never to expect as such.
Dear Awak,
sometimes, i would think that we could never be together,
I would think that this is just something that we have to go through,
All for the experience,
that it would lead us to something else.
Would you think the other way?
Would you prove me wrong?
Dear Awak,
i would really like to know,
Whether the grass is greener on the other side,
But i think as long as i have you,
i wouldnt mind living in any side of the grass,
It always seems like the whole thing is just a trick,
that maybe i wont be happier if i were at the greener grass.
Hell, im not an insect, why does it matter anyway?
Dear Awak,
i am sorry for my mistake,
whatever it was,
i hope you would be too,
whatever it was,
Let us pray,
whatever we have,
we can preserve,
whatever we are going through,
we will be triumphant,
until the day,
whenever it is,
that we will be fated,
to be together , or to be separated,
whichever one is best.
HE knows.
and you know,
I love you,
no matter when, no matter how.
